I just told my father how much money I made this year. Probably more than him – now I feel really bad for saying it.
He’ll probably tell all his friends how successful I am – and I don’t really want the attention. Plus he’ll probably tell mum. As if I don’t have enough people trying to give me investment advice as it is. Sheesh.
Why do I let myself in for this? Me and my stupid big mouth….
What the hell was that?
I think about too much serious stuff when I’m drinking 🙂
I just want to have fun. And I want a 19″ LCD. I wish retailers would respond to my emails, I might have bought one by now!
It’s been a litle while since my last post – I miss blogging, even though nobody reads it and it’s usually some self absorbed rant about the silly little things that are going on in my pitiful little life 🙂
One of the things that I love about the ‘net though, is my connection with other people. I don’t have many real friends in my real life existence – but I truly feel that some of the people I know from online are my friends.
It’s great to feel that I can offer them some help and support when they need it. Even though my life may not be perfect, I would love to have a positive effect on people’s lives. I’m sick of seeing people throw away potential and intelligence because of stupid society’s silly expectations, and silly people who think that what other people think is the most important thing in the world.
I’d love to be able to teach people that there is far more to life than being popular, fitting in with the norm, and being a conformist.
I hope I’m some way towards doing that. (As much as I’m smoking again, drinking heavily, and partaking in other “rebel” activities – that’s not what I’m all about. That’s just my way of disguising the pain that I myself am feeling, from having to live in this totally screwed up world. Although I’m sure there are better ways.)