I wish I knew.
Dealing with people every day is such a nuisance….I just want to crawl into a hole sometimes and not speak to them, just find some cocoon of warmth and protection that provides me with all the sustenance I need……maybe that’s why every time something goes wrong I seem to crawl into a bottle for a few days….
Nothing ever seems easy – everything is a lot of hard work and it’s so difficult to get motivated about anything any more. And the worst part is it feels like there’s nobody urging me on, nobody who is really interested…..I’m the sort of person who’s easily ignored, I guess.
I need a rest. Really.