Weekends… #2

Once more I find myself blogging, the evening after a female visitor has left.

She truly is amazing.

This morning I told her about the anti depressant medication I’ve been taking – it seemed to early to tell her before now, and the side effects have been causing us both a little bit of frustration (without going into detail… Zoloft has been known to cause delayed orgasm in men). One would think this would be a good thing, depending on severity… but it’s not all it’s cracked up to be unfortunately!

Her reaction was, well, quite unperturbed. And she just held me for a while, while I got all teary about it. It’s one of the things I’ve been stressing about telling her, I guess – so that part is over at least.

I have a doctor’s appointment this week, and I’m going to see whether it’s possible for me to try something else or get off Zoloft altogether. I’m constantly tired and getting headaches, as well as the aforementioned problem. Perhaps it’s not worth the hassle – although I’ve seen positive effects, my life has improved a lot in many other ways since I started taking it and perhaps it’s no longer necessary to have that crutch…