Up and down, again!

What an interesting day!

I could dribble on for a bit here about all the things that happened, but I’m not sure if I should or not. I mean really, blog is short for “weblog”, right – so this thing should be a log of things, whether it’s things that happen to the writer, or things that the writer thinks about.

It’s occured to me that I tend to write a lot about things that happen, and a lot less about things that I think about. Which would give some the impression that I don’t think about things very much, when sadly, that is not the case. In fact, I probably think way too much about things, leading to severe paranoia and sometimes a lot of pain and heartache.

Today was one of those days, where I just thought about things too much, got myself into a state, and ended up bursting into tears in front of my boss. I didn’t enjoy that very much, and now I feel like a right goose for being so paranoid and stupid. But I’m very tired and feeling the pressure, I guess. I really shouldn’t have bothered going into work today (it’s the first day of my leave).

Anyway now I’ve got home, and discovered that this girl I’ve been emailing has worked out where I work from the talks we’ve had.. not sure whether that’s a good thing or not. I guess it depends what she’s like (although she doesn’t know whether I am or not, either) 🙂

I called her this evening and she’s just called me back – we’re going for coffee tomorrow afternoon.. oh god, I’m nervous…. but she sounds kinda nice on the phone. Very happy sort of person. Hrm!